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meelye21
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Birthday: 12/14/1984
Gender: Female
Interests: Books, playing with words, I LOVE stories, animals, journals, what people think (although not of me), shopping(i'm a girl) people watching, families, sewing, FOOD, traveling, music (when the mood strikes me) vintage t-shirts, decorating, jewlery, big watches, cats, walking,swimming, collages,barrets,pictures
Expertise: I am an expert on the fact that I am really not an expert on anything much. I can however, wrap my arm around my head and touch my opposite ear AND bend my fingers back to my wrist--its pretty gross to watch actually
Occupation: Student
Message: message me
Website: visit my website
Member Since:
3/28/2004
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| I thought I was done with this thing---but the urge is back. Im sleepy so not going to write too much. Trying to think of something to do tomorrow on my day off. Want to go back to school--cute guy came into the reastaurant. I want a date sooo bad-- just a date--nothing else. Im in one of those weird moods where I don;'t think anyone cares and of course thats moose kah kah--but I think I prolly just need sleep. Hate being a cranky poo. Ummm gonna write more later | | |
| Ok so Im really bored--can't WAIT to start working-nothing much to write about really | | |
| Haven't written in ages--really unevenful--I decided my one goal for this summer is just to kiss someone new. Plus make money. Missin all of my elon people--an awful lot | | |
| so tomorrow I leave. What a yeat it has been. Crying the first two weeks even when I had to leave my mom in New Jersey at the end of fall break. I have found a nice place I really have. Meeting Ree outside when we both needed another homesick person to talk to. I will never forgive Jon for recently waking me up by throwing candy at me and yelling "Burn in hell bitch"--the kid never ceases to make me laugh. Staying up with Brittany trying to figure out the opposite sex and just listening to eahcother. Lots of self discovery. Im so glad Katie finally started staying on the weekends--hehe. My fellow New Yorker and fave elon 101 person--Sara darling--we made it. Jackie--my favorite goth--To everyone else I am so glad that I met you all for different reasons--if you want me to explain you will just to have to ask--I don't want to make this into an entire bible. This year has been a whirlwind--I have experienced things that have made me bigger and a lil wiser. I know what a lil heartache feels like and came out humbler and having a better sense of what I want. I have done things that Im extremely proud of and some things that I know I will never do again. I know what it is to live with soemone else in a 10x12 room--live by my aim--and really got to know my local library. I'm better at letting thigs roll off my back these days--and my ideals are still there but life is more about how you bounce and bend . The world is a harsh place--but if you just sprinkle a little good then it can be a much more pleasant one No matter what--I know that I will be ok--learned to expect less. Actually bought a cell phone. I have changed--alot--my independence has grown and im learning to be serene and content. I think even when Im forty I will still be accused of being innocent but I ve embraced being a dork Life is good and I won't settle for anything but my happiness even when it decides to rain. | | |
| It's been awhile since I ve written in this thing--and I REALLY REALLY miss having my computer in the comfort of my own room. I have petty much lived at the library these past cple of days--its beginning to kinda suck. I have been giving alot of thought to what I want lately. Actually not lately but you would be suprised after a night of a lil rum drunken way to fast can do to a girl. I have come to the conclusion that I want walks in the rain on a bad day. I want random interruptions from everday life. Someone to care about how I am for no reason. Above all--to have fun. Im not saying anything about only keeping things light--but I think there is something to be said for begininning by skimming the surface. Only take what you are given--and when given time and circumstance, maybe-- just maybe it will all come together. What else--random sweet gestures and surprise trips for the sake of "just because" Knowing that he is physically stronger but he will still let you wrestle him to the floor--how do ya like that--a friend gave me that one and I like it. Someone to tell me to JUST LET IT GO!!! and to shake their head when my over analytical slightly bi-polar personality kicks in. A shoulder to lean on but not cling to. Somone who knows themself--and the most important one of all somone who will take off his shoes, lie on his back, put his feet on my stomach, grab my arms and lift me off my feet----just to see my fly | | |
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